May 2012
27 posts
For so many years, I’ve had a California driver’s license where I have this huge silly grin on my face. Just got a new one in the mail. I look pretty unhappy and thinner. Sad to see that life has wore on me a bit.
Family and best friends week-end. Love all around. That’s how it’s going. That’s the way it should be. :)
Daydreaming of owning a Leica camera. Who the hell am I kidding - I can’t afford that beautiful shit!
4 truckloads of old stuff dropped off to Good Will. 3 cartloads of crap thrown into the dumpster. Couch bed given to one of my best friends. Feels so good to throw away the things that are truly unnecessary. Unfortunately, I’m only 1/2 way done! Agh!
The final weeks before my friends become fathers. Then, I can’t hang with them like I have before - not for a while at least.
Building strength for that day to come. Because from that day, I’ll have to stand on my own.
The sad thing is the discovery of people who want nothing more than your downfall.
The wonderful realization is that they don’t matter. :)
Unpacking, Cleaning, Re-organizing
… And all that that implies. :)
I kinda relate to the Book of Job.
Except for the unfortunate part that most of the crap I’m dealing with is my own damn fault. I suppose that’s the Book of ‘You-had-it-coming.’
Uhhh….. :(
Just read the Wiki of Job.
Emotional Healing...
…is like cross-training really (from what I know so far).
Takes lots of hurt in muscles that you might not even knew you had.
Takes proper form and behavior.
Works best with an expert there to guide you through it.
Only brings improvement through consistent effort.
Is a full-time effort and takes a real change of lifestyle.
But hopefully when you get through it you’re better than...
I'm not afraid to admit that I was saved by some...
You’re awesome. You know who you are. :)
Had the most terrible nightmare
Woke me up at 3:45am. Wasn’t scary, but it was a nightmare of a worst kind because it was a simulation of something I don’t ever want to see in real life. Now my heart is racing with agitation and I can’t get back to sleep. Sucks.
Nice exchange for change.
Cash register girl: $9.27 please.
Me: [ Hands her two $5 bills. ]
Cash register girl: Oh I needed $5 bills! How’d you know?
Me: Cause I was thinking about you!
Cash register girl: Cutie you just gave me goose bumps.
Me: Oh…!
Cash register girl: Now YOU have yourself a nice day.
Me: I think I will now. lol.
April 2012
31 posts
You can always start today. So yeah. I started...
Am I close to the end or the beginning?
4 years of building the foundation end tomorrow.
From here the decision will be based on the TV network. Could mean incredible things. Could mean very good things. Could mean nothing for the future.
I’m proud of what was made. I’ve carried it this far and that in itself was a feat. I just hope they get it. I really hope they get it.
One last late night push and I’m there. But where I’ll arrive - I guess I’ll find...
Oh today's tomorrow. How'd that suddenly happen?
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Infatuation. Infuriation. They're so close to each...
So many things
are in the wrong place at the moment. How long will it take for them to be in the right place?
Tumblr c'est ne pas eric.
Sexy without love is emptiness.
Love without sexiness is warm and sleepy.
Emptiness without sexiness and love is death.
I'm at the bottom of Act 2
The question is - what kind of story to tell from here?
No one
should live in hell for too long. No one deserves that.
But yet here we are. Or worse… Here I am and you’re long gone.
Those crazy college kids!
Shot photos with a knock-out Lithuanian girl and her friend who came along as an escort since it was our first time shooting. She’s 20. He’s 24. They’re both in the motion graphics department at a school called ‘Otis.’
Had some nice Chinese food afterwards with the both of them and got schooled myself on fine art, architecture, and maybe a bit about life in general...
My first week-end back in LA in 3 months
And 3 models in a row cancel or are complete no-shows!